Searching for Clarity

Looking for Answers

I question Myself

Wondering, Pondering

Where can I find Help

The questions, the theories

Unclear in my head

Just symbols and icons

and vague things are said

I search through the text of

books and go online

Ask Others to Lead me

or help me to find

some Light on this journey

so that I won't stay [&]

Illuminates Footprints

I leave on the way

Awakening, dreaming

I never can tell

My heart soul and mind speak

Express it so well

I struggle to get things

in depth, Understand

but Beauty I still find

compels me to Stand

up for my Convictions

my Values are rife

with reasons to Hold On

and Cherish my life

Unlocked to the present

Won't always make sense

but fills me with Reverence,

lot's of Fulfillment

Perhaps it is futile

to get What it Means

but if not for the journey

It Still lets me Dream...

-phi*G